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Sunday, January 07, 2007

my third post of 2007! haha today was a busy busy day. haha actually i spent the whole day staring at the com but it feels v v v v v v busy :) well at least we finished what we have to do for ssef. now they just have to shortlist us. haha if they dont all our efforts will be wasted! and i wld have wasted my whole day today. haiz. ohwell. so its back to school again tmr. haha feels like ive nv left sch even tho we've only been back for 3 days. and not even had any proper lesson since last yr. but the vvvvv familiar feeling is coming back to me. haha i think its the vj feeling coz i nv had it when i was back in sn. its that kinda thought hanging ard at the back of ur brain all the time. the i-gotta-study-coz-everybody-else-is-so-scary kinda feeling. dunno why but ive only become so familiar with it in vj. and somemore because im not the kind that gets pushed to do work by this kinda thing, i just let the thing hang at the back of my mind all the time. and it kinda makes me cannot enjoy what im doing now even tho at the same time i wld rather not be doing anything else. haha im starting to sound like ignatius now. with all the 'things' in my sentence. lol nvm. but anyway the feelings coming back. its so irritating la. makes me cannot enjoy whatever else im doing. but i have to admit if i didnt have this feeling i wld prob be doing even less work den now. wonder if im e only one in the whole of vj who gets this feeling? haha aiya doesnt matter la.
rmbr. what doesnt destroy you makes you stronger. my eternal quote. haha yayy im strong.

okay im going. stay strong everybody!

a star fell from the sky;
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